Hold onto them... and never let go..

Growing up I have come to realised that the people who you meet in primary school, your first school in which you make your first friends and maybe even best friends, going around their houses, its kind of like having a second family, someone you can always turn to. You love seeing them in school everyday and get worried when they don't come in. Loved going to school knowing you had such great friends by your side.

For me, I had two best friends when I was in primary school, we used to have so much fun together and they were the same religion as me so it made me feel in more comfortable being around them. In school, whenever our teacher wasn't in school and we had a substitute, we were always separated because we wouldn't shut up in class, there would always be a kid in our class that said 'They are not suppose to sit together!' I even remember buying a three part 'best friend' necklace.

It may sound sort of corny but I really miss those simpler days, where studying was not the biggest worry in my life, all this responsibility was not important and making friends wasn't as hard as it is now.

While my friend was acting all goofy, stealing my bag because she didn't want me to leave her I even somehow said 'Stop acting so immature' or something along those lines, this happened today. 

So, me and my 'old' best friends are all grown up now, when we were 12 we went our separate ways to secondary school, and I hardly saw them after that. At first we would write letters to one another (that how long ago it was we wrote letters :P no Facebook or mobile phones to text) only last week I wanted to see her again so I said why don't we meet up, baring in mind I'm always the one who has to say 'oh what time? and when?' and she never bothers to reply back.

So I say, why bother? When she doesn't even bother considering answering my bloody texts?? Still, I want to stick onto our friendship because she was the reason why I enjoyed my primary school days and that would be a waste of my years of friendship and I really miss her.

Well... I did mention I had TWO best friends this was just one of them, the other one I was... much close to should I say. But then when we went to secondary school, everything changed between us, she was the one I sent the letters to and she changed, one of the worse things you could imagine when it came to your best friend, this was not the best friend you once knew, she was all about boys and I wasn't, I was still about friends, of course they were all different and secondary school, there was only 2 people who were the same religion as me and one of them was me! The other was a boy... my... um... old... crush. BARF!!!

Anyway.. a little argument broke our friendship, I was devestated, a little discussion that she took the wrong way ruined it all, of course after a year or two we became friends again, course she was the one who spoke to me first ;). but it will never be the same.

Now, I have a friend who has become really close to me, she calls me her best friend, and although I see her as one I don't completely feel the same way because to me I still remember my old best friends who I barely ever see. And I know, in a year or two she will disappear as well. 

I will still stick to my old friends as much as I can, I just hope they do the same.

IMissYouB&R<3

OH! I hope my blogs aren't too long :P