For psychology we were talking about stress and what impacts stress so we had to take this life score thing.
So everything that had happened to us we had to circle and that would give us a score.
The score would be.
0-100 normal
100-150 minimal risk of illness
and 300 or up, risk of illness
Something like that, I can't remember what it was exactly.
Worryingly, I received 328.
I was like WHAT.
My friend only got like 150 something like that and I got twice as much as her!
Holy crap. I'm insane then right?
All these insane moments in my life is what makes me me today. And No, I don't like it.
One silly lesson and I'm getting worked up about it though so.. yeah. Maybe I'm not insane, YEAH RIGHT.
I skipped school today. Does that make me a rebel? Or just stupid? I think stupid.
I'm sorry I'm typing weirdly, I just had a bag of skittles and I tend to get really hyper afterwards.
Ok seriously now.
Something I read, something quite obvious but I read it via twitter and I thought 'yeah, I should'
'Never be afraid to speak'
Your thinking what? That's lame.
But to me its not, everyday I struggle with confidence and I realise I have just as much right to talk than anybody else and I should not be afraid to open my mouth to say something.
Well it is still a work in progress.
Monday, 24 January 2011
Thursday, 13 January 2011
There once was a girl..
She was a quiet girl getting through her final days of secondary school in the old building (the new building was being built at the time).
She had just come from lunch which was her favourite subject. Duh.
So she had adrenaline pumping through her veins ready and pumped for English with her friends and they have a lot of fun in that lesson because the teacher was a really bad one so they didn't learn much.
The whole class was pretty much talking not really paying any attention to what we were suppose to be learning.
Across the classroom were the 'popular's?' well I would call them the loud mouths but you get some sort of idea what they were like right?
The quiet girl would just laugh away at convocations being made between her friends.
The loud mouths asked a question which was not directly asked to the quiet girl but to the group she was in, so one of the guys in the group answered.
The mistake happened then.
(Looking back on it it was a very weird moment)
She opened her mouth and joined in the convocation.
The whole class went quiet. Seriously.
One of the loud mouths were actually drinking at the time and nearly chocked on her drink. And you know what they said?
"She speaks!"
The girl went red in the face, that burning hot sensation spreading through her face, felt like a frog was in her throat.
Everything after that was a blur.
Because I fainted.
Yeah, the quiet girl was me.
But no I didn't faint, that was a joke. (In my defence it felt like I just died inside) Loti.
It was a horrible and true story.
You're probably thinking, what the hell? But at the time it was probably the most embarrassing moment for me. Lame, I know.
(Listening to knock out by GD&TOP listen to it if you want to laugh, aw got to love them - Korean btw.)
She had just come from lunch which was her favourite subject. Duh.
So she had adrenaline pumping through her veins ready and pumped for English with her friends and they have a lot of fun in that lesson because the teacher was a really bad one so they didn't learn much.
The whole class was pretty much talking not really paying any attention to what we were suppose to be learning.
Across the classroom were the 'popular's?' well I would call them the loud mouths but you get some sort of idea what they were like right?
The quiet girl would just laugh away at convocations being made between her friends.
The loud mouths asked a question which was not directly asked to the quiet girl but to the group she was in, so one of the guys in the group answered.
The mistake happened then.
(Looking back on it it was a very weird moment)
She opened her mouth and joined in the convocation.
The whole class went quiet. Seriously.
One of the loud mouths were actually drinking at the time and nearly chocked on her drink. And you know what they said?
"She speaks!"
The girl went red in the face, that burning hot sensation spreading through her face, felt like a frog was in her throat.
Everything after that was a blur.
Because I fainted.
Yeah, the quiet girl was me.
But no I didn't faint, that was a joke. (In my defence it felt like I just died inside) Loti.
It was a horrible and true story.
You're probably thinking, what the hell? But at the time it was probably the most embarrassing moment for me. Lame, I know.
(Listening to knock out by GD&TOP listen to it if you want to laugh, aw got to love them - Korean btw.)
Tuesday, 11 January 2011
It's that time of year again..
Yes, people its here again.
This time last year I was proper stressing about exams.
Yes EXAAAMS.
Technically I was stressed in June/July but this is important too!
I have an psychology exam tomorrow, there are so many things to remember, its like taking History, Maths and Science all in one! Its hard work!
Sometimes I would like to kick myself in the face because I have done barely any studying. And look! Here I am blogging when I am suppose to be revising.
Kick myself in the face again please!
Okay I should really be going.
Peace!
This time last year I was proper stressing about exams.
Yes EXAAAMS.
Technically I was stressed in June/July but this is important too!
I have an psychology exam tomorrow, there are so many things to remember, its like taking History, Maths and Science all in one! Its hard work!
Sometimes I would like to kick myself in the face because I have done barely any studying. And look! Here I am blogging when I am suppose to be revising.
Kick myself in the face again please!
Okay I should really be going.
Peace!
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