I have these sudden thoughts about... death. Technically life after death, you hear so many stories from different religions you don't know what to believe any more.
I know I am suppose to believe in judgement day and how God is going to judge us on how we used our life, or something along those lines. Now that scares me.
I keep wondering if I will live another life or if I live the same life.. just dead. Or if we just don't live at all, kind of like how we sleep practically making us dead?
Arg these stupid thoughts are driving me mad. I know I should not be thinking about things like this, I'm only 17 for crying out loud and I have these obnoxious thoughts!
I keep saying I don't believe in ghosts, and we aren't suppose to. Still one night, when I was pretty young, not really young to be having imaginary friends but... 11? or 12... something like that.
I was trying to sleep when I heard this really creepy sound, a ghost sound, like a proper ghost sound. Like you would hear in movies, and I was sure nobody was playing a movie up stairs since we don't have a TV. This was late at night. Those memories that can never be erased.
My cousins live in front of a graveyard. Creepy or what.
Now younger kids are even freakier, I don't mean 10 or 11 years of age, I mean 2 - 6 years of age.
I have a lot of baby cousins and its like they have ways of communicating with the dead. Well sort of.
I had uncle, who passed away years ago, my baby cousin who is.. 2? I believe said she saw him... now why would a 2 year old lie about something like that?
Another cousin who was 5 years old at the time was sat down at the bottom of the stairs, in the dark with one creepy light on, this was at night and in a big house, he was staring at something and talking... it was me who had to tell him to get his butt up the stairs to go to sleep... I had to go back down the stairs. Creepy.
Imagine your home alone. And its so quiet that you tend to listen to every movement in the house. You keep looking over your shoulder for any movement...
Stop.
Don't.
Keep telling yourself "Its nothing" and blast on some music so it doesn't seem as quiet.
On the brighter side of things, ITS HALF TERM!! A WHOLE WEEK OFF! WOOO I CAN SLEEP BECAUSE I HAVE NO JOB! BECAUSE IM CRAP AT INTERVEIWS.
Okay peace, I hope your not as scared as I am and if you are.. sorry. :)
Friday, 22 October 2010
Sunday, 17 October 2010
Well this is England for ya!
For all of you that know England is one of those messed up countries that can't make up their bloody mind!
That's not very nice! :OO
I was talking about the weather.
Recently... um its just turned... spring? No.. Autumn. Yeah, Autumn.
I just looked out my window and somehow the green leaves have turned into this very extravagant red colour - VERY PWEEETY.
The recent change in weather means a change in me, well actually the change in weather is making me ill, probably just a cold, SO DON'T PANIC! (Pssht, like it matters..)
I thought autumn is just like winter except where everything green just falls of its branches? I feel like an idiot not knowing but I don't keep up with the four... times of the year. :S I'll just be like 'Oh yeah its summer' Or 'Oh crap its winter... agian!'
I bet thats what it like in the countries that never have a change in weather!
Isn't America (amreeka!!) like that?
See, over by where I live, we get at least 1 week of just pure sunshine and then we never see the sun again. Sure then we would say oh I wish it was cold, but actually its true, when your here, you wish it was never that hot all the time, it wouldn't really be England without it in my opinion. Right now you see the bright sun hanging over our heads but.. WHY IS IT SO COLD OUTSIDE!!!
Makes no sense to me, the sun is out but the... hotness isn't!!!
Does the weather effect our moods?
Lets see.
Recently I went on holiday to where my family live where the sun is out 24/7
One day, while the sun was still out... it started to... rain.
Now, while it was very sunny over there, people were depressed, never leaving the house and finding ways to cool themselves down, over there A/C (air conditioning) is a must, they probably wouldn't survive without it. Okay so they have fans over there too!
But as water droplets starting falling from the sky, aka rain, everyone was very happy, they would stand outside taking in all in, I was actually surprised,
"Hey, shouldn't you stay inside because its raining?"
"No! its magical!"
Lol. Magical.
I would hate for them to see snow, they might get too overexcited and collapse!
Even my parents thought they should try it out, going outside in the rain, its basically what we do over in England almost every week but the difference over there is that they don't wear coats! :O
I just stood by the door, watching them with fascination, but sadly, the rain started to slow down and then stop.
"Wow that was greeat!!" See, these people get very excited about the weirdest things, but that's family for you and I wouldn't change them in any way.
Maybe just one.
(Sorry cuz!)
That's not very nice! :OO
I was talking about the weather.
Recently... um its just turned... spring? No.. Autumn. Yeah, Autumn.
I just looked out my window and somehow the green leaves have turned into this very extravagant red colour - VERY PWEEETY.
The recent change in weather means a change in me, well actually the change in weather is making me ill, probably just a cold, SO DON'T PANIC! (Pssht, like it matters..)
I thought autumn is just like winter except where everything green just falls of its branches? I feel like an idiot not knowing but I don't keep up with the four... times of the year. :S I'll just be like 'Oh yeah its summer' Or 'Oh crap its winter... agian!'
I bet thats what it like in the countries that never have a change in weather!
Isn't America (amreeka!!) like that?
See, over by where I live, we get at least 1 week of just pure sunshine and then we never see the sun again. Sure then we would say oh I wish it was cold, but actually its true, when your here, you wish it was never that hot all the time, it wouldn't really be England without it in my opinion. Right now you see the bright sun hanging over our heads but.. WHY IS IT SO COLD OUTSIDE!!!
Makes no sense to me, the sun is out but the... hotness isn't!!!
Does the weather effect our moods?
Lets see.
Recently I went on holiday to where my family live where the sun is out 24/7
One day, while the sun was still out... it started to... rain.
Now, while it was very sunny over there, people were depressed, never leaving the house and finding ways to cool themselves down, over there A/C (air conditioning) is a must, they probably wouldn't survive without it. Okay so they have fans over there too!
But as water droplets starting falling from the sky, aka rain, everyone was very happy, they would stand outside taking in all in, I was actually surprised,
"Hey, shouldn't you stay inside because its raining?"
"No! its magical!"
Lol. Magical.
I would hate for them to see snow, they might get too overexcited and collapse!
Even my parents thought they should try it out, going outside in the rain, its basically what we do over in England almost every week but the difference over there is that they don't wear coats! :O
I just stood by the door, watching them with fascination, but sadly, the rain started to slow down and then stop.
"Wow that was greeat!!" See, these people get very excited about the weirdest things, but that's family for you and I wouldn't change them in any way.
Maybe just one.
(Sorry cuz!)
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