music

I have a guitar and a keyboard and have no idea how to play both. I could get some tunes out of them but never know how to actually play them, like where the C... note(?) is and basic things like that.
When I was younger, I remember having flute lessons! Oh wow do I regret taking those, the only one thing I have been interested in is the guitar and I was annoyed when my younger cousin bought one before me but.. hers is pink so I couldn't complain I mean PINK?!! REAALY?!?
Sorry. I hate pink.
And yeah blah blah I'm a girl.
I was a real tomboy when I was younger and my aunty hated me for it. Only because I kept wearing these same dark green combat trousers and she really wanted to burn them, but hey they were comfortable.
I have no idea why but I'm really into sad music.
I was watching Glee the other day and during the end of the episode they had this dramatic ending... well song it was amazing because they were crying during the song which may sound corny but it really emotional that I wanted to cry.
I can remember the first ever film I actually cried in and it wasn't some childrens cartoon, and its not an old film, Click, starring Adam Sandler, I love his work and when he was dieing in the rain, Ijust cried... quietly. Not full on tears but a few tears. But then the moment passed. And so did I.
Now whenever anything is dramatically sad I feel the need to let out some tears and I hate it.
Okay, so I started with talking about music now I'm talking tears? Yeah, I can sometimes get off track.

I don't tend to blog much, at first I thought hell yeah blogging could be fun, letting it all out and telling people things ect. but I've realised I don't really have so much time on my hands to blog all the time so I guess I'll do it from time to time, whenever that is(!)
I've been meaning to change my backround picture because I don't like keeping things for too long but its hard.

Pets? Gross.

Even though im not a huge fan of animals I do feel for them, like now for instance its snowing again, what a big suprise and on either side of me I have neighbours who have pet cats who scare me every morning by just sitting there by the window while I walk at the edge of the road, keeping my distance wondering if it will pounce at me and scratch me!!!
Back to my point, the poor kitty (did I actually say that? Gross.) Was outside the house keeping his tail off the frozen ground eating crap off of the floor but hey! Why should I care? Its not my responsibility.
And plus those nasty buggers keep taking a dump in our garden, that answers how the plants or whatever you want to call it grow so fast!

Oh! And dont even get me started about dogs I mean whats with them coming up to you and sniffing you up? What are they going to find? Meat?

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-18 degrees or more over here, and I cant say I like it. Schools have been closed everywhere and its hard leaving the house when noone wants to come out. Its my friend birthday today and the good friend I am I brought her a present... A taylor l. Poster! But its a shame ima have to wait till monday to give in to her. For new years I went bowling with some friends and im afraid to say I came last even if my technique was all right. On the other hand my friend scored a perfect game but threw the bowling ball like it was some line of cricket ball!
Al iz well, you learn something new everyday!

August Rush

If you've seen this movie then you'd know what I'm talking about, even if it is the bizarre way one finds their parents, but the way the music is portrayed I loved it and I loved it so much that I actually went out and bought a guitar, well I've always wanted a guitar I remember my younger brother having one of those fake guitars that are so small whenever he wasn't around I'd just play on it trying to make so cool tunes, and now I have my own its black! The movie is pretty old (2007 old!) but only have I'd been recommended it by a friend. The lead character Freddie Highmore plays the character so well but I still see him as Charlie Bucket from Willy Wonka movie. Speaking of that movie... Johnny Depp! Don't get me started! ♥

Oh dear

Theres nothing worse than starting a new job and going to the training with a group full of other people some of which knew eachother and not make any friends. That was a big disappointment for me only because I just wanted to make some new friends but there really was not a single person I felt a connection with... Well There was someone sat next to me but I got an evil vibe of her as soon as I looked down only to realise it was her bag annoying me every second and saw her stare at me for a good 5 seconds. Funnily enough my old best friend who I haven't seen for a year now since moving school was at the same place as I was and when I heard her name call out I was quite glad to see her! I had fun catching up with her and I did miss her. I finished working last night and let me tell you my whole body aches from carrying clothes, shoes and worse... coats! heavy heavy coats!

Merry Christmas!!
And a happy new year!♫
I don't do christmas but I was on facebook and everyones in a happy mood, is this due to the pressies? Probably, but maybe its because its the one day of year where everyones at home eating alot of junk spending quality time with their family. I hope you all get what you wanted. Now I have to work again tomorrow for four hours no breaks and because its the first day of the sale its going to be hectic no doubt, but I hope I can manage, I had till training too and that was something.. I was giving change to a man who was buying something and accidently the pound went through one of the holes where the security pins go in, luckily I knew where it had fell and gave it back to him and said "Sorry I'm new" :)

Me first pics!

As mentioned before, I'm into photography and these are just some of the pictures I have taken with my own mobile phone, just click the pictures to enlarge them and don't steal!
The first picture is... a wall. A very artistic looking wall if you ask me but I just took this picture mainly because I was bored as I was away from my city sat in the car for more than an hour it felt like eating a bunch of doritoes, and if you look real close you'll see a lighter in the middle.

This second pic was actually when I was walking home from school which is a rare thing I do, it was barely four and the sun was setting, I liked how the sun caught my eye, especially the colours, oh and we can't forget the big old Bus Stop there too.

The last one has to be my favourite picture I have taken, mainly because of the way the sun reflects the whole picture, I did not edit this picture in any way but it looks like it was.

I hoped you liked them. (:

After life

Ever wondered about life after death?

I have, on many occasions, whether I'm doing nothing, having a laugh with friends or just doing my chores, its always on my mind.
It's a terrifiying thought really, I remember I'd used to cry myself to sleep thinking about the loss of my parents and what happens when I die. But its ages away, or so I'd like to think.
People say you die everyday, because when you sleep your out cold completely and so what happens? You're brought back to life I guess. But there will be a time for all of us to come.
The day I'd hate to see come. I've never really encountered with death with a close relative so I've never really understood that sort of pain and its horrible watching the news to see someone murdered or kidnapped. But why would someone create a world like this? So we could learn from our mistakes? But what If they never learn? There is the system of justice but a few years? Shouldn't it be a life for a life? Nahh thats abit cruel.
I've always thought if someone close were to die before me, I'd hate it wishing it would of been me, not them. Thats just the way I see things, wants things put myself before others.
This was all a thought I wanted to express, not my usual chirpy self but there are alot of sides to me. The picture on the right is kind of a joking matter to this serious blog.

RUNN!! SHE'S COMING!!

The title says it all, at my school I have a responsibility of which I have a time schedule where I know when it is my time to do this, I've done this from the start of school as volunteer work.

At first I'd had gotten used to this lady who is incharge of this volunteer work, but now... I'm afraid of her, not as in scary way but in a way of which you KNOW she is going to ask you something even when you know. I'm confusing myself.

My friends and I all do this work, when... lets call her... Big Boss. When ever Big Boss is around the corner we run the other way, if shes walking past us and we know she'll come and talk to us for some pointless information we pretend we don't notice her. She may be short but very deadly.

For all of those people out there who do have a job... I'm so sorry. Working is hard work, aspecially when it involves standing up and running places.

Where's the sun when you need it?!

England is known to be cold and because its december, it is cold and I hate it! Stupid scarf and gloves and a coat don't help me much.
Rumor's are going around that its going to snow this weekend, yet this rumor has been around nearly every week and every week there is disappointement.
Last year, it did snow and I had to go to the shops for my mum, so I did the sensible thing and wore Ugg boots, but funny enough the water from the snow went right through the boots, somehow I wasn't suprised... sort of. Thats what you get for letting you sister borrow your shoes.

Craving for chocolate.

Right now I'm craving for some chocolate, and I have been all week.

Just looking at this picture makes me wants some, but then I'd have to move, and I'm too cold to do that.

I'm sure there is a draft in this room somewhere its horrible.

On a another note, I'm going to the cinemaaa with my family to watch some foreign film, indian film to be exact and no I'm not an indian, the only reason I'm going to the cinema is for the popcorn, YUMMM.